Some of My Many Problems

"There was a little boy eating a Pop-Tart on the bus yesterday. Then he got thirsty and started screaming 'Juice'."

LOL. My schoolmate told me that today. If you don't really find it funny, you had to be there. She said it in this even, nonchalant tone of reminiscence. It was hilarious when she said it. To me, anyway.

So, I noticed that I tend to "multi-task," and as such I tend to not get much done. I have about two weeks to finish a comic book I just started today (one panel. OOOOOO), and I also want to draw something for my friend, whose birthday is tomorrow. She asked me if I knew what day was tomorrow, and of course I knew. Seriously; I wrote it down, IN CASE I forgot. But I was all difficult about it, saying something along the lines of: "Yes, I know what tomorrow is. But don't tell me what it is, and I won't tell you what I think it is." I know tomorrow's her birthday, and I want(ed) to draw a picture for her, but she took forever in getting me the picture/details/info I needed, so IDK if I can do it... BUT I SHALL TRY!!!

Things I see as my issues:

1. I am very indecisive
2. I procrastinate
3. I do not have a lot of self-confidence
4. I have a dark evil cynical sadistic part
5. I have a gloomy depressed part
6. I'm "too nice"
7. oh, and my time management sucks

Yeah. I A) wanna finish my comic, if I can; if not, it's a boring old essay ( I have to do for the project)...B) want to draw that picture, C) want to dance in this show in May, yet D) have little confidence that I can get into any of the dances, E) surely have some dark feelings or ideas about the dances and my current issues, F) wanna practice glow sticks, G) practice in general, and H) sleep. I think had more, but the thought of the show and tryouts distracted me. So, oh well.

My friend thinks I can do the comic, regardless of the time limit and the size of the book. I need to believe in myself too...I could do it....I CAN do it.

...

You know, if I started again RIGHT NOW.

But at least I got that first panel. I know from experience that if I just get one thing accomplished when---*ooo~, thunderstorm!! ^-^*--- working on something, I'm good to go. Like, I'll get on it. Kinda like a extremely precariously balanced boulder on a cliff. All I have to do it touch it, and it'll start rolling. All I need is my name on a paper to get in the groove...for at least 1-1/2 hours. 

OK. My eyes are starting to beg for mercy. 

BTW: Today I am 10¢ richer!! Stina found a dime at lunch, and was disappointed that I was not wearing my boots with the little pockets in the sides. So, she put it in my laces. That was at...12:35-ish? She told me that it had BETTER be there tomorrow...And...*checks shoe* It is (still there)!!  Awesommeness!!!

Today was a good day (freaked out my History teacher a bit).

Listening to: "Kokoro [x Kiseki]" by Rin & Len Kagamine (Kagamine Rin, Kagamine Len)

Currently plotting: how to shorten my comic book...somehow.

Trying to finish: the comic, now that it's started. And the picture-present, which has yet to be started.

GO ME~!!