Yo. I had to do homework today, and--CRAP! they wanted a flyer to be drawn, too....--I just finished. And grabbed a brownie bit (jealous?). The quote came from a SO today, when told by my sister that their tongue had been trained wrong (LOL, we were talking about how to pronounce sounds correctly, and how the "K" and "G" sounds were "guttural"). And, yeah. That's it.
I was told today by the same SO how I was too nice...(they didn't want to say "naïve"--that's what they told me) to go out into the world...which I already knew. I know I'm too trusting and naïve to think that everyone's
*Ahem* Anyway, about my naiveté. I was raised in a relatively sheltered way, and I think that's good. I'm not some gangbanger in the streets or some smart-mouthed student in school that is constantly in trouble...I think. XD The down side is how I grew up deciding to not care about news and current events and politics and stuff like that. I also don't know a lot of things people talk about when they're complaining about the economy or...um, something (nothing else comes to mind...oh!) like crimes and crap. Yeah, I don't know and I don't care, but I have sculpted myself into an ignorant person who will most likely be taken advantage of if I don't get all cynical like I do at home (NO one's nice at home...everyone's against me XD).
I DO have this side of my that's like, shrouded in darkness, which I guess no one really knows about. I'm like Sakura Haruno in Naruto™, if you know who I'm talkin' about. (If you don't, get some Uzumaki Naruto in your life) If you do, I'm referring to the Sakura in the first part of Naruto, when she was weak and "sweet" on the outside and she had a kick-ass (hrm, an actual term in da diccionario) alter-ego who was dubbed "Inner Sakura." LOL, her reaction to everything was "Cha!!! I'm gonna kick someone's a$$!!" Anywayz, I'm kinda like that. I think that's the slightly passive aggressive part of me. I act agreeable or deadpan or slightly upset, and on the inside I'm chanting "I wanna hurt somebody, I wanna hit something..." I also think very negative thoughts about people when I'm angry, and nobody's the wiser....mwahahahahaa~ >=D
Yeea...I have to clench my fist or bite my finger or something whenever I'm ticked...But I doubt I'm as vicious as other people. I mean, I wouldn't kill or attack anyone...I have no weapons or martial arts training. XD
That reminds me...
Pondrance: Why DO people kill others, or themselves? I don't get it at all. Killing is stupid, so I'm guessing those who kill people are idiots. Even punishment for a crime; I dislike killing (oop, there ya go--example of my naiveté), and I am also slightly sadistic, so I think punishing criminals by letting them live is much better. Just make their lives a living Hell...hehehe. I want them to live...so they can SUFFER. Just don't kill people off. We're dying off fast enough as it is (I hear we are the first generation to have a regressing lifespan).
And that brings me to:
Random Question (aka Second Pondrance): Is it possible that some un-scientific phenomena like Fate or Destiny or Karma or something is slowly killing off the human race because of our ambitions, stupidity, and cruelty through sickness, war, economic problems, global warming, decreasing lifespans, etc.? Interesting...(something to entertain my thoughts for the next day or so)
Listening to: "Don't Stay" by Linkin Park
Currently plotting: that flyer my friends wanted by tomorrow (oops...)
I'll get it done. 
Trying to finish: said flyer.
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