AAAAGH!!! D@µµit I feel so...I dunno, empty.
I think I hit a sort of boredom-depression, guys. Man. I have a weekend left before I have to go back to school, and I don't wanna go. But, it's not like I have anything else better to do... ¬ . ¬ Due to the sucky economy and my lack of money and options. Thank you, world.
I finished Last Exile and caught up on Last Exile: Fam the Silver Wing, and I finished Nura: Rise of the Yokai Clan, and I started reading Gakuen Alice, and I've drawn and I did my homework earlier this week, but now with my freedom and limited free time, I have hit a wall.
D@Mµ IT, WHY AM I SO BORED RIGHT NOW?!
It's more than just bored, too. I just...have no urge to do anything. I don't want to draw because it's late and dark and I don't know what to draw, I can't figure out what I feel like watching, and I don't feel like reading Gakuen Alice because I feel like it'll depress me.
*Sigh*
Maybe I'll just go to my room and scream into my pillow. Or ask for a hug.
Yeah. That's it. I'll just go to sleep. And hope tomorrow will be better.
Darn, I'm supposed to keep track of my days in 2012 in that book...
Sorry, Self; I'd told you that I wouldn't make this into one of those venting-themed web journals, but I just did, just now.
Is this what depression feels like? (Without the suicidal thoughts; I just don't know what the bloody helk to do with myself.)
--To Be Fed To Wolves
[Edit: Ah! Happy new year, guys!! I just realized that this is my first post this year. ^ ω ^]
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